Shall I rip my heart out for you?
Will you see me then?
Will You notice my heart beating for you?
will you see my sighs and blushes?
will you finally care I am there?
Will I be more than some one beneath you?
Shall I give you my soul?
Will you see it shine for you?
Will you see that light that hurts so much i can't bear it?
Will I finally have a night where i can sleep without pain?
No. for I am nothing.
and you are everything, and more.
I will never be good enough.
I will never be pretty.
And you will always be there out of reach.
Will you at least let me die at your hands?
free me from this sweet agony?
With one quick knife stroke, end it all?