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About Me Member Angsty Poet LadyAria26/Female/United States

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Shall I rip my heart out for you? Will you see me then? Will You notice my heart beating for you? will you see my sighs and blushes? will you finally care I am there? Will I be more than some one beneath you? Shall I give you my soul? Will you see it shine for you? Will you see that light that hurts so much i can't bear it? Will I finally have a night where i can sleep without pain? No. for I am nothing. and you are everything, and more. I will never be good enough. I will never be pretty. And you will always be there out of reach. Will you at least let

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Full HeartA full heart I find I will never have For when it feels as if I might, then always the pinprick comes to make it loose all it held inside. Words, deeds, behavior, all can come and destroy the hope I had inside, the feeling of joy and love I thought I'd begun to finally understand and hold close. Love is ephemeral to the point of not being true, and if it finds you, I hope the pain I feel does not. Full Heart
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SuccessSuccess, it eludes me, like the hare, run down its burrow at the merest sight of the fox that starves for it. As the fox starves for meat, so I starve for success. Success
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LostLost in the crowd, surrounded but yet not a part of it, not welcome. Alone among many, "friends" who care not a whit for the fact that you are also there. Lost
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Lonely I miss you, you know. It's been a week since last we talked. It's amazing, how fast the time went, and yet I can't help but think it would have been far better if it had been spent on talking to you, or being were you are. & Lonely
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Wed Apr 5, 2006, 3:40 PM

I haven't put many things up in a while. Not that many people care. I've been thinking about moving some schtuff to scraps, cause I'm not sure they deserve the title of deviations. None of my poems, those are all staying, but my drawings and my photos, what are there. I'm no great artist and I know it. On a positive note I may add a story here, but I'm not sure. I've nearly completed it. Sad side is it took me nearly a year, maybe MORE, to write it. One teeny short story. A YEAR. Sad.

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